So, today is my older brother's birthday. Happy Birthday brother. Hope its a great one. YOU'RE FINALLY 21!!! But with him starts the onslaught of birthdays. A week from today? My mom's birthday. 5 days after hers? Trigger and Talin's birthdays. 2 days after that? Rocky's, AND my birthday. Day after Gavin's. 2 days after that? The twins that I grew up with. and god are there more after that. I can already feel myself sickening of birthday cake and birthday wishes.  I'm sure i even forgot some birthdays in there but my point has been made. There will be no break for me for some time im sure. Even before today there were birthdays starting the onslaught, but I always mark it with my brother because... well... he my brother. And though he may be a royal ass and need to go die in a hole at some points in time, he still just that. my brother. The one man in my life that has been there for me from that start. The one guy who never didn't want me and accepted me for who I was no matter what choice I made. Granted way over protective at times, but he meant well. The fact that lately he has been a giant douch bag is completely irrelevant.
Today is his special day. So I shall say this now, even though you can't read this, I love you and you've been an amazing brother to me through the years. Thank you for all the support and the kicks in the ass to make me stronger. You will be an amazing father and I can't wait to see that little girl grow up to be the most beautiful little girl the world has ever known. Happy Birthday Dakota.